So I’m done with surgery and six rounds of chemo for my breast cancer, but if you thought that was the end of my treatment, you’re in for a surprise – I still have a good couple of months of radiotherapy to go!
Firstly, you may be wondering what radiotherapy really is. I have often wondered the same myself, and have provided such vague answers to my friends as “Well, you lie on a machine and they sort of ‘radiotherap’ you… Erm, I mean, they give you radiation on your boobs” or something like that. I never know the right verb. So here’s a better definition, courtesy of the St Luke’s Hospital breast cancer radiotherapy guide:
“Radiotherapy uses carefully measured doses of radiation to treat many conditions, most of which are cancers… A high dose of radiation damages cells and stops them from growing and dividing. Cancer cells, which are abnormal cells, tend not to recover… Radiotherapy is given to the same part of the body each day.”
I have to have 33 sessions of radio – that’s every day, Monday-Friday for 6 1/2 weeks, starting Jan. 2. That includes 25 sessions of radiotherapy on my whole breast and a further 8 sessions just in the area where the tumour was. Each session only lasts 10-20 minutes though, so it’s not like chemo, and I should be done by the end of February.
So, this Thursday (Dec. 27) I’m going back to Dublin for the day to have a CT scan to determine the exact location for my treatment (my left boob). I then have to have two permanent tattoos done somewhere near my boobs so that the doctors can line the radiotherapy equipment up in the exact same place each time according to my markings. The tattoos are basically just two tiny little specks, like small freckles, but I’m thinking maybe I could have them elaborated into something bigger in a year or so!? Perhaps a “Cancer woz ere” or some little symbols… Hmm!
I will then return to Dublin on Jan. 1 to start the treatment the following day and hopefully return to work as much as I can. Unlike chemotherapy, radiotherapy doesn’t make you feel sick and is generally seen as the kinder of the two treatments. However, it still has its own set of side effects, such as making the skin very sore, irritated and red for a few months. The main side effect of radiotherapy is the tiredness, which gets worse and worse as the treatment goes on, and lasts for a month or so afterwards. And, in a very small percentage of people, (I think 3 in 1,000), radiotherapy can cause another type of cancer later down the line, so fingers crossed I’m not that unlucky.
The good news is radiotherapy won’t stop my hair growing back. Phew.
So… that’s that. Goodbye chemo for 2012, welcome radiotherapy for 2013!
This will probably be my last post before Christmas, so here’s wishing you all a very merry Christmas. Thanks to all those of you who’ve sent me very thoughtful cards and things – I have definitely received more than I would in a non-cancerous year so it’s nice that you’re all thinking of me!
And finally, a special thanks to John Hartson and his sister Victoria, who very kindly sent me a signed copy of “Please Don’t Go,” John’s book about his own battle with cancer. I’m looking forward to reading it!
Happy Christmas from me! xx
Another side effect that is rarely mentioned, but seems fairly common is depression. At least that’s the case for radiation associated with prostate cancer. For me the depression was mild for my first set of treatments. It was pretty severe for the second, though. Mind you, the second treatment was along my spine and my esophagus/stomach/upper intestines got some radiation, so I had horrible nausea and heartburn. That may have had as much to do with the depression as anything. I’d ask if any part of your esophagus will be irradiated. If so, you may want to take prilosec or some other precaution against heartburn.
Thanks, yes I’ll certainly keep an eye on my depression levels, I know it’s common at any point in treatment – we have cancer, after all. I think I may be more depressed when all the treatment is over and I’m left out on my own in the world to fend for myself with no hospital appointments – I’ve heard it’s really common to get depressed after it all ends. Still, we all do our best! Best wishes to you and merry Christmas, Laura
Have a very Merry Christmas and I hope all goes well with your radiotherapy on 2nd. Sending you hugs.
Thank you! Merry Christmas to you too and take care! Laura
Enjoy the book and Merry x mas!!! : )
Thanks, merry Christmas you too Carol! Beijos 🙂
Merry Christmas, Happy Boxing day and all that…
tattoo ideas…. maybe not too creative, or maybe right on point…
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“C” with a “/” through it ???
Best of luck with it all Laura – hopefully we will meet someday soon in Dublin
Yes, definitely! I’m at St Vincent’s all the way from the 2nd Jan so let me know if you’re ever around and we can meet up! Wishing you a wonderful, healthy new year xx